Lake Louise

“Lake of the Little Fishes” as the Stoney Indians called it, was named Emerald Lake by Tom Wilson.  His job as horse packer for the Canadian Pacific Railway lead to Edwin Hunter, a Stoney Indian, taking him to see it in August of 1882.  Tom was the first non Indian person to see it.  Two years later, in 1884, Queen Victoria named it Lake Louise after her fourth daughter Princess Louise Caroline Alberta.  The lake is fed from the run off of Victoria Glacier.

“You have to visit Lake Louise at least once in your life, see it in person,” stated my Mother.  With that she broke into a line of the song Blue Canadian Rockies.  I trust her eye for beauty and have heard her say how beautiful Lake Louise is.   Having been there in her past she has shared her desire to return.  Honoring her wishes, we added a stop at Lake Louise as a part of our day trip to Banff.

In 2017 Canada celebrated 100 years by offering free admission to all National and Provincial Parks.  Folks from around the world were navigating Banff National Park to view the beauty. We traveled through Kananaskis Country on 40 to Trans-Canada Highway also known as #1.  I do not recall ever being completely immersed in the mountains as I was that day.

View from our parking spot of a different glacier (not Victoria Glacier)

I found the crowded atmosphere overwhelming and questioned why we picked this location as we drove around trying to find a place to park.  The first available had a two hour limit and we would need to ride a bus up to Lake Louise itself.  Arriving, after a short bus ride and walk to the lake, found the edge of the lake lined with crowds.  A long line for rentals extinguished my desire to canoe on Lake Louise as an escape from the masses.

These feet have been in Lake Louise

Alas, we found our way to an available spot on the rocky shore.  Forgetting the correct words of the Blue Canadian Rockies my mom had inserted her own… “my feet in the waters, of the beautiful Lake Louise.” That sounded nice, so after sitting on the rocks off came my shoes and socks.  My sister and mother followed suite.  Suddenly, I realized a new feeling had overcome me.  As I sat barefooted on the rocks a sense of complete peace had overcome me.  I felt a connection to the earth and creator, the crowds of people were no longer visible to my spirit.

My sister and I took turns sitting on an island rock.  Peaceful, relaxing laughter and conversation danced between the three of us.  We all braved the cold waters of the Emerald Lake dangling our feet from the banks of Lake Louise.

Our time and Mom’s mobility was limited, but there is a trail leading from Lake Louise to a tea house high in the mountains that I am adding to my bucket list.  Now, I too, have a desire to return to Lake Louise. Do you?

Roots and Wings

 

I have spent more of my life soaring around if you will.  I realized in the last couple years I have been gradually growing roots.  This land I have been living on has been my home for 9 years.  Prior record for living in one spot was 3 years. I moved 15 times in 16yrs.

Today I was reminded how these roots started growing long before they were planted. Like a sweet potato or a grape vine has the ability to grow roots in water, my desire for all things country began as a child.  I grew up loving to be full of movement, and the fresh air brought peace to my soul.  Caring for animals was a large part of my life at an early age.  I have realized that it simply does not come natural for me to harvest, kill, cull and animal.  I can and I have, but it feels like a round peg being shoved in a square hole.  I am all about eating meat and better yet meat that I know how it was raised.  But the actual act of taking a life makes my heart cringe.  I enjoy the gutting, skinning and dissecting of parts into cuts of meat. But the taking of life leaves me feeling down.  I want to give, nurture, care for and bless others.  My aunt told me a story today of how I could not stand the idea of killing a mole in her yard when I was a little girl.   I guess I was quite upset over the issue and my Moms response at the time?  Oh she cannot stand killing anything not even a fly.  I believe God created me for a specific purpose, perfect in design.  I love these little titbits into the little girl.  I am looking at roots for who I was created to be…before all the lies, hurts and disappointments.

I was reminded of how different my world was as child, who I was as a little girl watching old family videos. I have lost her somewhere. From time to time I have seen a glimpse of her when running on a sand bar in a low area of the Yellow River with a 6 yr old girl, or giving a 3 yr old a short bareback ride on McCoy and seeing her determined little face that she would keep her balance and stay with that horse when it moved even if it scared her a little. Recently via an old family video, I actually saw her running around in her aunt’s yard and sitting on a metal swing with her sister, being pushed by her aunt and mother.  I had to ask myself….what happened to her?  At what point did she become someone who wanted to give up?  Who felt defeated and hopeless?  Who recently wrote…I let people down and I am always late?  Who feels overwhelmed and like she is not enough?  What kind of lies has she bought into that led to this shift?  More accurately is the defeat and hopeless beliefs what she focused her energy on?  Cause they were always lurking in the little girl.  Where did 30 years go?

I have flown when adventure called

I have soared when I wanted to fall

I have tripped when I misunderstood

Wanting, longing if only u would

I seen what I wanted to see

Truth was not what I wanted it to be.

Inspired by King Solomon I prayed for wisdom as a child

I found parts of mine after living in the wild

My desire to grow keeps burning in my heart

I am a seed planted, Growing roots …..a start!

 

Follow along via this blog as I discover the layers of the heart of a country girl and build a homestead lifestyle.